
I am dissatisfied.
One week from today I will be in Chattanooga, Tennessee embarking on Day One of another six-day Leadershape experience. It is not facilitating six days of intensive leadership training that I am dissatisfied with. That, I love.
The thing I am dissatisfied with is total inaccessibility to the internet, while staying at the campgrounds were the institute is being hosted.
I have a blog to write and after three years and 62 days of delivering a post Monday through Friday, I am not about to stop now.
Don't bother trying to convince me that the world won't crumble if I miss posting on Tuesday, Wednesday, or Thursday. I know it won't, but part of shining is being relentlessly passionate.
It might seem like the perfect time to suggest a guest blogger from some other site in cyberspace. But, I enjoy the close relationship our community has developed and bringing someone in from the outside would feel more like an issue of convenience than it would a solution I am proud of.
An obvious solution might be to write three posts before I leave and then set each of them to post at 4:00 a.m. Tuesday, Wednesday, and Thursday, respectively. Normally I write each day's post either the night before or on the morning it is posted. I like it that way, because (to me) the regularity makes my posts feel more like a dialogue between us than it does a one-way conversation. If you felt like you were being talked at all week, would you get bored and walk away - never to return?
Can you believe this is the stuff I think about?
Neither can my husband, Richard.
I spent this past weekend turning the problem around in my head. By Sunday night when I still had no epiphany, I decided it was time to take Roger von Oech's advice and whack myself on the side of the head. Long-time readers will remember von Oech as a regular on our site. He is a guru in creative thinking and has developed a deck of cars designed to get your creative juices flowing. Here is the prompt, provided by a randomly drawn card in his Whack Pack.
Be Dissatisfied. An inventor was asked why he spent sixteen hours every day tinkering with his work. "Because I'm dissatisfied with everything as it currently exists in its present form." Dissatisfaction can be beneficial to the creative process. Otherwise you lose the prod you need to spot potential problems and opportunities. What are you dissatisfied about? How can you turn irritation into inspiration?
To recap, here are the things with which I am dissatisfied:
I am dissatisfied that I have no internet access for the week that I will be at Leadershape.
I am dissatisfied that my routine will be broken.
I am dissatisfied with anyone's suggestion that I cry uncle and simply take a break.
I am dissatisfied with the idea that, by default, I should turn over our coveted House of Shine to a blogger who doesn't know or understand what our community is about.
I am dissatisfied with every minute that goes by that my problem is unresolved. If the solution is to be quality, it will require planning and with only four days until I leave, I am running out of daylight.
Help.
Can you help me turn my irritation into inspiration? Visit me in the comment section and share your suggestions. If I find ideas that I like, I will most certainly use them. And, if you like the idea suggested by another reader then share that too. I'm looking for solutions that, most of us agree, shine.
Thanks for helping. Shining off until tomorrow...